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Sleeping under a comforter with the window open rocks.

Oct. 11th, 2009 | 11:42 pm

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Things have been going pretty well actually.
I'm glad fall is here, and I like all the rain.
My two jobs are going well, however they are quite tiresome.

It was my 19th birthday a few days ago. I had school from 8am - 9pm.
That aside though it was awesome, I received a lot of nice wall posts / texts.
Which is pretty close to human interaction, can't complain.
Smoked an exam that day too.
Saw Zombieland the day after and got some Mongolian BBQ, so that rocked.
The griller had the nerve to say "Hey dude, Kevin Bacon called, he want's his outfit back from footloose!"
I told him to shut the hell up and cook my food.

Probably not the best way to handle that confrontation, at least they cook in front of you so I knew he didn't spit in it.

Should have just danced. That'd show the bastard.

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I want to be a perfect Stoic

Sep. 24th, 2009 | 09:59 pm
mood: Shy
music: Ask

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Shyness is nice,
and shyness can stop you
from doing all the things in life you'd like too.
coyness is nice,
and coyness can stop you
from saying all the things in life you'd like too.

I should probably nut up and just ask her on a date.
Worst she can say is no.

This new semester has been going alright. Can't really complain.
Japanese is hard, but what the fuck did I expect. It's like being a child again and having to learn everything.
Speaking isn't the issue, it's the bloody writing.
Digital photography seems like it will be an effortless A. However it's going to force me to take pictures, and I need that.
4 credits just to do what I love? Fine with me.
Environmental science is boring, but my teacher is hilarious which makes up for it.
Uuuuhhhh oh and I have a new job, still getting used to the change.
I get cheap ties and they play good music, so that's cool.
Beats than bar lacing and listening to Family Force 5 by a long shot.

Halo ODST and Katamari Forever are all I do on my free time. I'm content with that for now.
I still can't sleep well, but I haven't tried any Tylenol PM or anything still.
I figure that shit can't be good for you.
I'd rather just stay up and listen to music anyway.

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I'm a thinker, not a talker.

Aug. 18th, 2009 | 12:05 am
mood: stressedstressed

I may have to make a pretty important decision soon.
This fills me with mixed feelings, my mind constantly wandering.

But I shouldn't talk about it too much here.

Barely see my friends, this summer was all work and no play.
And now school starts up, and I am a tutor.

I'm not upset or anything, don't think I want your pity.
I don't think I'm that happy or anything though, so I have to change something myself.



My sleep pattern has been erratic and restless. I have been considering buying something like "Tylenol PM." But I am afraid of the side effects of those things, I am trying to cut down on caffeine and everything though.

As per usual, I am probably thinking too much.
Can you think too much?
Maybe I am thinking too much just by thinking about that, and thus, I have gotten off topic.

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Still spring.

May. 29th, 2009 | 11:06 pm

So far summer is seeming quite a bit better.
I'm running between 3 and 5 miles everyday, and I go on these nice walks with my parents.
It's cool because they know all these trails, and I don't really see them often.
I'm going to the gym too, which is a new experience.
Usually I am the smallest person there, which isn't really that embarrassing to be honest. In fact I sort of don't mind it, everyone seems pretty friendly.
I think being more active is making me less irritable.

I still haven't seen much of my friends, but I did spend some time with them recently.
It's just nice to see everyone, I need to get more into the habit of calling.

I haven't really played video games in a while.
Practicing drawing too. And working on my Japanese.
Not sure why I want to learn it so bad, I mean they make anime with subtitles.
I guess I just find the culture intriguing, or I just like MECHA ROBOTS!!!!



I'm going to Florida for a week soon, gonna get my bronze on.
Is it raining? I'm going to bed.

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I guess it's actually still spring

May. 19th, 2009 | 12:08 am
mood: contentcontent
music: keyboard cat

So far my summer has been pretty uneventful, I have been working out an awful lot though!
I mean with all this free time I feel like a slob unless I am running or something. Plus I have been getting up to speed with all my anime and shit.

I applied for a job at a comic book store in Novi, I am hoping I get it.

I need more hours, at this rate I won't be able to afford school next semester.
I would have liked to have taken summer classes, I feel pretty lazy if I'm being honest. However I simply lack the funds.

But I pirated Rosetta stone Japanese so I'm working on that.

I've been drawing alot too, although all my drawings are kind of embarrassing. Strangely enough I havn't really been gaming much.

I've been writing some poetry and gay shit like that too, but that's kind of embarrassing too. I would only share that with you LJ friends.

I'm joining this Taekwondo school that's conveniently in milford, it looks sweet. They have fucking samurai swords and shit all over the place.

I havn't really been talking to many people which is sort of a shame, but it's no big deal.
I always get excited when my phone rings, and then it's just santa's phone butt dialing me, for like the 100000th time that week.

I'm looking forward to going on vacation.

I just want to swim in the ocean again.

Play me off keyboard cat!!!

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skewl

May. 7th, 2009 | 06:45 pm

I just checked my GPA online.
Guess what?
I got a mother fuckin' 3.900

Heeeelllllll Yeaaaaah!

I think santa's cell phone has called me 5 times today.
And I really want to go see the new Star Trek movie tomorrow.

Oh and I just got my hair cut, I really like it.

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Fire starter

May. 1st, 2009 | 10:15 pm

Yesterday I was driving home, and on Milford road there was a really deep pot hole right in my path. I looked to my left but there was a lot of oncoming traffic, so i could barely swerve into it, so I rode over the pot hole and the result was a flat tire. It was no big deal though, it could have been much worse if I did swerve out the way.

Well it was raining and I had never changed a tire before, especially in the mud, but I figured it out. A cop stopped by and gave me this number to call about the pot hole and my insurance, seeing as it really wasn't any fault of my own or anything. But well the rim is fucked, the tire is fine however. It just looks like I need to buy new rims. It's really no big deal, but I'm short on cash after the whole, motorcycle and skate board and iPhone thing. . .

Either way, last night I had this really bizarre dream. Usually I know when I'm in dreams, I think it's called "lucid dreaming" but this dream was just weird. I was fishing off of the roof of this really high up building for some reason, and I caught this girl I know, and for some reason I wanted to draw on her. So I used a felt tip pen but they would get stuck on like tattoos, and I got pushed off the building, and then there was something to do with the ocean, and kirby, or was it donkey kong? I don't know but I woke up feeling really out of place.

Well I had no car today, well I did but it has 3 wheels. I was supposed to study for my last final exam which is on Monday, but I decided to goof off all day; big surprise. I was the only one home, so I taught myself how to cook something new, so now I can cook like 5 different meals.
At the end of the day it's all just money though, which is really just paper. It'll be worthless soon enough anyway. I'm excited for my last final to be over, I'm hoping I will see alot of my friends over this summer. But even if I don't, it'll be nice to relax.

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iPhone

Apr. 27th, 2009 | 12:12 am

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Told you I'd get it.
 
It's sick because my family all switched to AT&T as soon as out contract with sprint ended. So I pay for my portion but it's less because it's on a family plan. I got the white 16 gig one.
Pretty much love it, now I just need a sweet case and some cool apps.

Amanda K: There's a red bull in it for you if you help me out :)

Totally unrelated news, I had kind of an epiphany this evening. I've been so stressed and shit over stuff that really dosn't matter so uh "fuck it."

I just want to do well on my finals, get that shit out of the way and fucking get on with it.

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Ranking up.

Apr. 24th, 2009 | 05:17 pm

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Yesterday was my Taekwondo promotional test, where all the people who want to rank up kind of have to perform in front of judges. I was called up first and had to show all the kicks I knew and punches and then show my pattern. Then what was sweet was I had to put on "gear" which is more like bandages around your feet and hands and then spar. It wasn't like one person won and the other lost, it was like who used technique the best and defended themselves well. So we both passed but it was pretty cool.

I kinda feel like if I got jumped I might know what to do, or just run. But still I passed and I'm pretty excited about that. My back is killing me though.

Thinking I'm about to splurge with my money sometime soon. I'm still feeling kind of down from Sunday, so I might just do it for the hell of it. It's just money, pretty soon it wont be worth anything anyway.

Jessie reminded me, I need to get a haircut.

My iPod just reminded me how much I still like Death Cab. Thanks Nano. 
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I never really say this but "FML"

Mar. 31st, 2009 | 10:06 pm
mood: Achey

So I normally don't update this thing twice a week let alone twice a day, but I gotta get what happened today off my chest. Laugh if you like, I'm trying to laugh it off haha.

Ok so fucking, in photography were critiquing each others still life photos, a part of the class I really enjoy. This girl at the back got her pictures critiqued first, and for the rest of the class she would not shut the fuck up. Cool so I sit at the front, she sits SIX CHAIRS behind me and I can hear every GOD DAMN WORD she is saying. So I turn and say "Hey, excuse me miss but nobody was talking during your photographs, show some respect." So she still talks, and I Shhh her, eventually she shuts up but then continues to Shhhh everyone that opens their mouth just to mock me. Whatever, bitches are bitches.

I go to wendys, do some homework and shit, then it's time for Taekwondo, I walk into the mens locker room and guess what the fuck greats me. A fully naked black dude just wandering around like its the summer of love, just what I needed to see.

And as a total side note, I wasn't hanging out for too long, but those rumors are hella false.
No homo. But I win.

Moving on.

So then first hour of Taekwondo goes great, I'm really getting down the turning round house kick.
There is this really tall guy with autism in my second hour, and I feel a little bad for him, but today I was really struggling to stay calm. Whenever the instructor would demonstrate a kick he would jump back and fall onto me and I would either get smacked by him or struggle to hold him, which got old real fucking fast after the 7th time. So I tell him "Hey man, I think you should sit down or get a drink from the water fountain. You don't look so good man, don't go too hard on yourself."
The instructor said the same but he insisted he was fine. . . So we have to do this practice where we all line up behind each other and walk around the gym kicking twice and punching.

This guy must never cut his nails, and have no concept of how far/hard to kick.

I have cuts and bruises all up my fucking back from him kicking me over and over and over. . .

The instructor thanked me for being such a good sport and apologized, I take an asprin and go home.

I make myself a salad and as I am about to pour some dressing on top the lid falls off and the entire contents of the bottle fell all over my meal.

Normally I could just sort of laugh all these off, but I mean, in one day it's a little much. I never get mad haha. I guess I am laughing about it, but on the inside I'm pretty mad.

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